My darling son another year past, another year without you been here. What’s happened to the days? When did they suddenly become months and years? My sadness still stays with me every day and when I look upon your face, I smile, but inside I cry. The corridors of my mind are so full, I have so many door closed to protect my every movement. For I know should I allow these thoughts to escape, once again I will dwell in the deep desolate world I knew many months ago. So each day I have to look forward with you inside my heart and hope inside my mind. Hope that I will move forward and one day remember you without sadness and joy will take its place. You are always in my waking moments and often in my sleep. I will never forget you and the times we shared in life. I can only hope that one day we will also share them again in death. Until we met again my beloved Son all my love Mum